Gising ng maaga dahil may interviews.. sa mango and wendys.. 8am ang usapan. ready na ko before 9am palang kasi may usapan na sabay2 kami nila oti and eng puntang Makati [glorietta].. and as usual, late silang 2. may bago ba?! Niahaha.. sa glorietta, hinanap ang patutunguhan.. sa wakas, nakita rin, pagkatapos ng halos kalahating oras.. ayan, late na talaga kami.. buti nalang di pa nagsisimula.. 11am na, ala paring nangyayari.. naubusan na kami ng kwento, wala parin.. quarter to 12 na at kailangan ko ng umalis para pumuntang MCU para sa wendys’ interview.. aun, umalis na nga ko ng 12 exactly at naiwan ung 2 sa glorietta. Mrt ako then lrt.. nakatayo lang.. yoko umupo kasi di naman ako elderly and disabled.. niahaha.. finally, pagkatapos ng sandamukal na pagpatak ng pawis sa aking katawan, nakarating din ako sa patutunguhan.. pagdating sa lo0b, antay ako na tawagin.. kita ko rin yung ibang applicant na nakasabay ko sa vto cruz.. tahimik lang ko.. kinda annoyed lang dun sa mga taong tumitingin sakin.. I understand naman coz ngayon lang siguro sila nakakita ng alien.. harharhar.. ayan, ako na tinawag.. tanungan at sagutan lang naman.. at pumasa ako.. binigay mga requirements na kailangan at kailangang bumalik sa sept 22 dala lahat ng kailangan.. haay, may trabaho narin sa wakas. Ginutom ako kaya nagdesisyong kumain mag-isa.. punta kong sm mla. Lumamon mag-isa sa chowking.. 1^st time un a? kumain mag-isa.. quite annoying parin dahil tinitignan nila ako. Ano bang mayron?! Masama ba kumain mag-isa? O masama lang talaga mukha ko? Niahaha.. pagkatapos kumain, stroll sa sm.. wala akong mahagilap na puwedeng isama e.. at ayoko rin ng kasama.. niaha.. nang mapagod mag-mall tour, umuwi na.. pagdaTing sa baHay, aun, nakatuLog na..

..nO oRdinaRy loVe..

I gave you all the love i got
I gave you more than i could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that i have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
Didn't i tell you
What i believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't i give you
All that i've got to give baby
I gave you all the love i got
I gave you more than i could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that i have inside
And you took my love
You took my love
I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and i baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile
Didn't i tell you
What i believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't i give you
All that i've got to give baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
I keep cryingthere's nothing like you and i baby
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying i'm falling
I'm falling
Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying for you i'm falling
I'm falling
I keep trying for you..

..ikAw paRin..

Nang matapos na'ng mga araw na ika'y
sa aking piling iniibig ka pa rin
Nang maglaho na ang sikat ng buwan at araw
sa tuwing magdamag ikaw pa rin

Bakit nga ba 'tong pusong nasugatan
Tila nais paring maramdaman
tamis ng yakap mo't halik

Naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo'y magkasama pa
Iyong sinabi't pinangako na nalimot mo na siya
At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya
Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin, ikaw pa rin

Tuwing paggising sa umaga ang iyong mukha
ang nais halikan at sambahin
Sa maghapon ay iniisip ka lamang at
ang mga nakaraan na kay saya

Bakit nga ba iyong puso'y sinugatan
Habang pagsisisi ay hindi na
kailanman mawawala

Naaalala mo pa ba nung tayo'y magkasama pa
Aking sinabi't pinangako na tayo'y may pag-asa
Ngayon kahit siya'y sakin
sa kanyang yakap at lambing
Ang ninanais ay ikaw parin, ikaw parin..

   ..I woke up early this morning with my mom’s voice shouting ‘kathleen, tanghali na!” niahahaha.. then I went straight to the bathroom, and as I sat down on my throne, I heard a familiar voice from the radio downstairs.. I listen carefully and realized that it was yael’s voice.. waaahhh… their new single “bitiw”.. actually, kahapon pa radio airing ng song na un, e memory gap ang lola kaya un.. while doing my thing, kinig din ako maigi sa song.. ganda tuloy ng gising ko.. hehehe.. excited na rin ako sa video nun.. and I can’t wait to see them again... haay, sana di ako sumpungin ng memory gap ko..

   ..ano to?! Biglang pumasok sa utak ko na mga-job hunting ngayon.. subukan mag-apply sa mga botiques and food chains.. xmpre, dinamay ko pinsan ko [susan] kasi trip niya din un.. so, ligo na kami and tamang porma.. mga 3pm na kami nakaalis.. punta kaming Harisson Plaza.. stroll tapos may nakita kaming boutique [they were selling tribal shirts and other stuffs] nakalagay “wanted: saleslady” so enter kami, tingin tingin ng products nila then I asked the lady at the cashier about that.. ayun, hindi na daw sila hiring.. nakalimutan lang tanggalin ung ad. Kainiz nga.. so, matapos naming magstroll, naisipan kong lumayo.. kaya punta kami sm mall of asia.. niahaha.. lakad kami from hp to vito cruz, then nag-lrt kami up to edsa tpos take ng orange na jeep puntang mall of asia [diection daw!?!] niahaha.. almost 4:30 narin kami nakarating.. stroll ulit, may nakita naman kami [Greenwich & silverworks].. aun.. actually, it was our 2^nd time na pumunta [1st nung levi's event].. stroll ulit kami hanggang mapadpad sa “sunset avenue”.. astig nga eh.. version nila ng baywalk.. gabi kasi dati nung pumunta kami kaya di namin napansin ung side na un.. daming tao nakatambay.. then, balik na kami ulit sa loob kasi mainit sa labas.. stroll ulit, hanap ng nawawala.. hanggang sa makaramdam ng gutom.. hanap ng makakainan.. xmpre, saan pa?! e di sa paparapapa.. mcdo..  hehe.. uwi narin kami pagkatapos kumain kasi gabi na and baka umulan.. vito cruz kami bumaba kasi nakita naming na hiring sila [part time nga lang].. sa Sunday pwede mag-pass ng resume kaya punta kami dun sa Sunday.. then, nagtext ung mango [boutique], may mango interview ako sa Monday sa mango glorietta.. [cute no?! puro mango.. niahaha].. haay, buti may napala kahit pano.. pagdating ng bahay, pagod.. I bought ice cream, aun, nasobrahan ata kaya inaantok na ko.. *hikab* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz……

..faCtS abOut mE..

> i cry a lot, someTimEs I cRy myseLf tO sLeEp..
> i'm mentally abused by me [haRharhaR]
> i dOn't beLievE in myseLf..
> i stare at my feet wHEn i taLk [sHy tyPe]..
> i write saD/sUiciDaL sTorieS/poetry..
> i thiNk abOut dEath oFten..
> i'm preTTy smaRt [niahaha]..
> i have no cLue whaT 'fO shizzLe' really mEans..
> i loVe piCturEs..
> i dye my hair bLAck/rEd/sTain..
> i loVe tiEs..
> i wear bLAck or red eyeLinEr/pUre bLack masCarra
> i wEar cOnverSes anD vaNs..
> scReamy emO mUsic is awesoMe..m/
> rOck is preTTy gOod..
> i loVe gUiTars..
> mUsic is my liFe..
> i'd raTher liSten tO mUsic aT hOme tHan waTchinG mOviEs..
> i'm sCared tO sinG in fRont of tHE peopLe..
> i'm actuaLLy a pRetty gOod sinGer wHen i'm aLone..
> i daYdream liKe cRazy sOmetimEs..
> sLeep wiTh a stUffeD tOys..
> i gEt sCarEd oF tHings..
> i likE animaLs [sPeciaLLy cats]
> sOmetimEs i tHink i dOn't beLonG heRe.. [i miss maRs.. harhar]
> i usEd to cUt my haiR..
> sOmetimEs i likE paiN spEciaLLy huRtinG myseLf phySicaLLy..
> i'Ve trieD suiCidaL beFore..
> i uSed tO haVe an eaTinG disOrdeR..
> sOmetimEs, i waNt tO diE..
> i can'T waiT tO gEt oFF tHis eaRth..
> i sOmetimEs haTe mYseLf..
> i dOn't caRe if i diE..

fAcT yOu!!!

tAnGa - /ta-'ngah/ (nOun);

- isanG taOng waLanG aLam kUndi manGoLekta nG kaibiGan tapOs maGrerekLamOnG singLe;

- lalakinG mahiLig mambabaE tapOs nagUguLat pa eVeytiMe ayaw paniwaLaan nG mGa kaBit;

- ex mOnG iniWan ka fOr sOme reaSon thEn bigLAnG maGpaParaMdaM uLit afTer sOme jUraSsiC yeArs;

- taOng piLit na naGhihinTay sa taOng waLa namanG baLak dUmatinG;

- babaEnG iLanG beSes na naLokO sa parE-paRehOng dahiLan pEro hinDi matuTo-tuTo;

- maGsyOtanG aRaw-aRaw naG-aawaY peRo hiNdi daW siLa maGhihiwaLAy;

nGayOn, sinO ka diTo?!

..endLess, a siLenT wHispEr..

The night belongs to us
We're caught in a world of our own
We cling to the hope it would change for us
Is it in vain? is it too late?
Why did it have to be you than i.
I heard the news today.

Is this the beginning of our last dance?
Once around the floor, can we do it again?
I feel the thrill from words we say,
I love you.

Embrace so much tighter
This could be our last together
Heaven sheds tears for the wounded hearts
Our forever has been torn apart

Our vast religions
Won't help us answer
What was pre-destined for us to have
Since long ago.
It's hopeless

The world it turns with us
Hold me in closer, don't let go of me
Now we close our eyes and let go to the night
The night we feel alive. .